February 2012
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A Resolute Existence of Solitude
So, I’ve realized, after reading a lot of my old Facebook posts, that ALL of my problems stem from my obsession with getting a woman and not being alone. I figured it was unhealthy. I mean, I’ve been looking at it all wrong. It’s not loneliness; it’s solitude! I have time to write my plays and short stories. I have the money to send them to producers. I have the peace to...
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The Friend Zone?
A mysterious barren land of woe and misery. That’s what it is. But how do you get there, and how do you get out? What are the rules? Or at least common guidelines? I mean, you need to make your intentions clear, right? You can’t take a girl out for breakfast and expect to be dating. Is there a secret to not being put into the friend zone? Do’s and Don’ts?
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A Long Overdue Rant of Unmitigated Depression
So, I was having an excellent, fantastic day yesterday, and all of a sudden my hopes and dreams were shit on. Okay, let me explain this now before I lose all my passion and go into a near comatose state of lethargy and depression. So, if you’ve been following what I post at all, which you probably haven’t, you’d know I like this girl, Tammy. Tammy isn’t technically her...
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“The stars streaked brightly in the night like somebody had taken those little...”
– Neil Stephenson
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Where Is My Mind? (The Perfect Verse)
Will: I think I've lost my mind.
Walt: Do you know where you put it?
Will: Ha ha, very funn-
Walt: I'm being serious. Do you know where you left it?
Will: ...Yes. I know exactly where I left it.
Walt: Then you didn't really lose it, did you?
Will: No, more like, gave it away.
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“Sometimes I hate my friends. Not because they did something stupid or rude, but...”
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Your Perfect Verse
Will: Do you... D'you ever get that fear that everything you're talking about is just a big lie, but you've been lying for so long that you don't want to see the truth? Like you created an entire emotion that doesn't exist just because you don't want to admit that there's nothing to fall back on? That you're just lying to yourself with pretty words just to keep yourself from losing all hope in life?
Emily: Well, Will, that's exactly what I have you for.
Will: I don't- What do you mean?
Emily: You keep me from having those fears. Because when I saw your play, I knew what it said, and I knew it wasn't a lie.
Will: Tell me, please, what it said, because I still don't know.
Emily: It said I love you.
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Art
So, I used to draw a lot. I was pretty good, I suppose. Other people thought so, at least. But I wasnt really that good. People just don’t try to draw because they’re embarrassed by their own emotions and their own laziness. So they think any moderate amount of artistic talent is a marvel of human achievement when they could easily do everything I do, and they could probably do it...
One of Those Days
Ever have one of those days where you wish you were dead? Like, you wish someone would just fucking kill you so you wouldn’t have to deal with everyone’s stupid bullshit? Where you have one moderately humorous moment in the day and everything else is just a wave of disappointment and depression? I have. I am having that kind of day. The problem with death is most people get all sad...
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“There are only four questions of value in life: What is sacred? Of what is the...”
– Don Juan DeMarco
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“We need not to be let alone. We need to be really bothered once in a while.”
– Guy Montag; Fahrenheit 451
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The Coward's Two Cents
Honestly, I’ve had something to say, for a while, not that anyone actually reads these things. Most everyone just looks at pictures. It’s kind of pathetic. But I guess not everyone wants to read some worthless little shit complain about his pathetic excuse for a life. Anyways, I’ve wanted to say something, but I really don’t want to admit to myself or anyone else. Maybe...
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A Dreamer
So, I have this thing I do. People call it dreaming, and commonly, I’ll call it that too, but it’s not really dreaming. The only ways I can think to describe it is; raping my memories or living twice. Basically, I dream so often and so well, that I have an entire other life. While, in theory, this would be kind of cool, in reality it is an awful curse that makes my life a living Hell....
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Tables
Could-have-beens always depress me. Though, what depresses me most about them is most of the time, they were never really Could-have-beens. They were Might-have-beens and Never-Weres. It’s a depressing thought. An experience, or an entire series of experiences I’ll never get to experience and the door to them is right there in front of me, locked with a deadbolt. It kills me. It feels...
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Be Still, My Aching Heart →
I had heard the term, “Be Still, My Heart,” about a hundred times, so I looked it up and found this poem. This isn’t where it originally comes from, but it’s an excellent poem that uses the phrase. I still don’t know who first used the term.
January 2012
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“Never test how patient a man can be. Never. Because soon enough you’ll be...”
– Neil Stephenson
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Romanception
So, I’ve tried writing this damn post like, three times. I always got distracted. Anyways, I thought I should let my beautiful followers know what I’m up to. I figure that’s probably why you subscribed. Or you were really bored or high. Either way, this is it. So, that girl, Tammy, I haven’t asked her out yet. I don’t know if I will. I mean, my heart wants to, but my...
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“No matter what, whether you know it or not, there is always some kind of romance...”
– Neil Stephenson
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Suit Jackets and Other Delights
Okay, so, I’ve been posting a lot of pictures and quotes, rather than ranting like I usually do. The reason for that being one part homework (oh my god, someone on Tumblr actually does homework?!), and one part that most of my complaints, as of late, are simply repeats of old ones. I do that a lot. My problems repeat because nobody thinks, “He’s got a problem, maybe I should help...
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“If I’m gonna be someone equally free, there are things I must unlearn”
– Benjamin Gibbard
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“If I had a dollar for every time I disappointed myself, I’d be a...”
– Neil Stephenson
more-honest-opinions asked: Also would it be too much a a bother to ask about your age?
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This Too Shall Pass
In your heart there is an empty crevasse?
This too shall pass
The fence keeps you from greener grass?
This too shall pass
The love that you have is abruptly dashed?
This too shall pass
Your wallet is constantly devoid of cash?
This too shall pass
The life you lead is moving too fast?
This too shall pass
You feel that your happiness lies in the past?
This too shall pass
Though...
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Romantic Movies
So, I watched the movie, “No Strings Attached,” last night. I’m gonna be honest, I mostly watched it because I think Natalie Portman is pretty hot. I may be a romantic, but remember that I’m a teenage boy. I have to be a little misogynistic, or I’m not going to survive in a world where women either treat me like shit, or are kind to me under the idea that I’m a...
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“Every word I don’t speak, every letter I don’t type, every sentence...”
– Neil Stephenson
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There is a Fire That Never Goes Out
There is a fire that never goes out
When in flood or when in drought
In your passion and in your doubt
There is a fire that never goes out
There is a river that never ends
In your dreams where you pretend
That you receive all the love that you send
There is a river that never ends
There are walls that never fall
Holding up your empty halls,
Echoing your lonely calls
There are walls...
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“If I told you things I did before;
Told you how I used to be,
Would you go...”
– Peter, Bjorn, & John
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“If she’s what you want, pursue her.”
– Amelia
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“Girls make my chest hurt. When I talk to them, I never say everything I want to....”
– Neil Stephenson
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The Definition of Awkward
Talking to one girl you like about asking out another girl that you like.
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“Failure, you’re a very faithful lover. But, success? You’re a slut.”
– Neil Stephenson
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Lunch Time
Well, I talked to her for about a nanosecond in the morning. Tammy, that is. I sure do post about her a lot, huh? But it’s because, besides girls, I have no real problems. Anyways, I talked to her in the morning, but Garth was right there, and that may have made it awkward if I had asked her then. I’ve asked girls out in front of our friends before. It doesn’t turn out well. So,...
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Operation: Tomasa
So, I’m frankly more than a little disappointed. I couldn’t find her at lunch; Tammy, the girl I like, I mean, for those of you just reading this on a whim. What was supposed to be for me, a bold request was nothing more than empty disappointment. I was going to ask her out. But if positive thinking prevails; I still will.
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“Does my sexiness upset you?”
– Maya Angelou